Thursday, 4 September 2014

my feveret songs..^_^

assalamualaikum and selmat petang...
^_^
kelas xdakkk , so buleh laaa aku update blog..
aku malas nk tulis panjang2...
sbb aku  tahu uolsss mesti borink bangat baca blog aku yg panjang2 kan??
sbb aku mmg tau aku ni mmg seorang manusia yg membosankan...
seriusliiii....
aku pendiam (bosannya kan??)
aku x funny (bosannya kan??)
aku nerd (bosannya kan??)
aku kuno (bosannya kan??)
aku x layan lagu2 omputih mcm orang lain..(bosannya kann??)
 aku x layan banyak movie (korea + omputih ) mmg aku "rarely" tengok..tapi cerita melayu pukol 7.30 ptg aku laju pulak update ..(jiwa melayuuu aku nii)..
klaau korang nk sharing2 pasal movie mane yg best, dgn aku mmg x laaaa aku boleh bagi jawapan yg bernas..
hik9..
such a borink person right??/

 actually motif aku hari ni aku nak cakap aku ade penyakit amnesia bab2 ingat lagu..
sbb aku xpernah nk hafal "lagu"
siyes..
sepanjang 22 tahun aku hidup, tanya laaa lagu pe pom (malay song, english,korea), satu ape pom aku xpernah igt lirik full  except lagu2 yg penting jer aku ingat (example neragaku, lagu sekolah, lagu merdeka)..
tu pom nasib baik aku ingt..hik9...
tu mmg kelemahan aku..
maybe aku ni bukan darah seni kot...
^_^

lagu omputihhh mmg xpernah laaa aku ingt except for this 2 song...

IRFAN MAKKI - WAITING FOR THE CALLS

Miles away, oceans apart
Never in my sight, but always in my heart
The love is always there, it will never die
Only growing stronger, a tear rolls down my eye

I'm thinking all the time
When the day will come
Standing there before you
Accept this Hajj of mine

Standing in ihram, making my tawaf
Drinking blessings from Your well
The challenge of Safa and Marwa
Rekindles my imaan

O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall
O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall

I feel alive and I feel strong
I can feel Islam running through my veins
To see my Muslim brothers, their purpose all the same
Greeting one another, exalting one True Name
I truly hope one day, everyone will get the chance 
To be blessed with the greatest honour
Of being called to Your Noble House

Standing in ihram making my tawaf, 
Drinking blessings from Your well
The challenge of Safa and Marwa
Rekindles my imaan

O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall
O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall

Labbayka Allahumma labbayk (here I am, O Allah, here I am)
Labbayka la sharika laka labbayk (here I am, You have no partner. Here I am)
Innal hamda wanni'mata laka wal mulk (surely all praise, grace and dominion is Yours)
La sharika laka labbayk (No partner have You, here I am)

Labbayka Allahumma labbayk (here I am, O Allah, here I am)
Labbayka la sharika laka labbayk (here I am, You have no partner. Here I am)
Innal hamda wanni'mata laka wal mulk (surely all praise, grace and dominion is Yours)
La sharika laka labbayk (No partner have You, here I am)
Labbayk(here I am)
Labbayk(here I am)

O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall
O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall

O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall
O Allah! I am waiting for the call
Praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall

Labbayka Allahumma labbayk (here I am, O Allah, here I am)
Labbayka la sharika laka labbayk (here I am, You have no partner. Here I am)
Innal hamda wanni'mata laka wal mulk (surely all praise, grace and dominion is Yours)
La sharika laka labbayk (No partner have You, here I am)

Labbayka Allahumma labbayk (here I am, O Allah, here I am)
Labbayka la sharika laka labbayk (here I am, You have no partner. Here I am)
Innal hamda wanni'mata laka wal mulk (surely all praise, grace and dominion is Yours)
La sharika laka labbayk (No partner have You, here I am)
Labbayk(here I am)
Labbayk(here I am)


~rasa bergetar jiwa  x bila dgr lagu ni??? dpt rasaa kan seolah2 kaabah memanggil2 kita??bila dengar lagu niiii aku aser nk sangt sampai ke tanah suci ,,,( I am truly waiting for the calls).. tq Najwa Amir..tq Waaa bagi lagu ni....now i'm really fall in love with this songs.~


You And I Lyrics

By: Irfan Makki
You and I, we are the same
We win and lose in the game of life
You and I, we seek the truth
Looking for the signs in the Universe
In this journey we are companions
Struggling through what life throws our way
Chorus:
Why should a mother cry?
Why should a wife see her husband die?
Oh, tell me why do we have to fight?
Why don’t we try, just you and I?
Oh, why don’t we try?

You and I, we love our land
Protect our own against any harm
You and I dream of the day
When everybody will live in peace
In this journey we are companions
Struggling through what life throws our way
Chorus
Throughout history so many senseless wars
Yet we never learn, we’re building borders around us
But we still have a chance to heal our wounded world
Let’s get rid of hatred and see each other as we really are
Before it’s to late, who knows what tomorrow may bring
But without justice there’s no way that peace can exist
i'm keep listening and repeated this song alwazz and alwazzz until my ear get tired to hear it..
hik9......
aku rasa aku ni daa jadi peminat Irfan Makki dah...
semua lagu dia aku suka..
semua bagi kesan kat jiwa kecik ini...
 nk kenal x buah hati baru ku (Ifran Makki)
Aku dah google seacrh siap2...
^_^

IIrfan Makki's Biography: 
Nasheed artist and songwriter Irfan Makki’s songs offer up vibrant imagery with the innocence of a child-like observer and the wisdom of an elderly man, blended with world beat percussion, South Asian rhythms and a distinctive urban R&B vocal style. A sensitive songwriter with a humble stage presence, Irfan has performed all over the UK, US, and Canada, sharing the stage with such artists and friends such as Dawud Wharnsby Ali, Zain Bikha, 786, and the US based hip hop group Native Deen. Born in Pakistan and migrating to Canada with his family as an infant, singer/songwriter Irfan Makki grew up within a community celebrating the diversity of cultures. Enchanted by dreams of utilizing his own voice in recitation and song, Irfan began to hone his own natural vocal talents. Throughout his teen years he immersed himself in the development of his unique musical style. The blessing of growing up against the multicultural city-scape of Toronto ensured that not only was he surrounded by a diverse Muslim community, but also encircled by a vibrant arts community. Irfan recorded his first solo CD in 1997 “Reminisce”. In 1999 he was featured in the CD compilation “Light Upon Light”. His two songs “Light Upon Light”, and “When the Leaves Begin To Fall”, were met with high acclaim and were becoming the favourites of Nasheed listeners all over the world, especially in the U.K. and U.S. He released his second solo CD “Salam” in 2003. This was met with great anticipation and soon led Irfan to tour all over the UK and US. It is the hope now that the coming together of the Awakening family and Irfan Makki will inshaAllah blossom into a beautiful bond.

Friday, 15 August 2014

~alwaz do good deeds~

....assalamualaikum...
salam Jumaat u olsss...
i da nk balik ni..meninggal kolej kesayangan (sayang sangat ok!!sbb ade kolej yg selesa la gua boleh study for my exam..gua boleh tidow semahu mungkin with gaya kuak lentang kalah Pandelela Rinong...^_^ alhamdulillah sbb masih boleh stay kolej 17 and syukur sangat2 Aziera telah lulus minor posting... another 2 week gonna be 4th year medical student....macam x layak jer kan kan kan???)...

ha9...soriiiii bebelan di atas mcm xde kaitan jer dgn tajuk...
soriii sbb dah lama jugak x buat esei , mcm berkarat jer idea..nk kena polish duluuu neyh..
mcm x menarik je kan entry aku ni??
x kisah la menarik ke x...
u olssss baca kalau nak baca..
juz ignore it kalauu x nak baca...
hi9...
memandangkan hari ni , Hari Jumaat yg mulia, ape kata kita update ilmu cikit...
Aziera nk share bnyk xleh sbb ilmu x cukop , sedikit sahaja laaa before bercutiiiii neyh...
and one more thing who those yg rasa Aziera ni ade buat salah dgn dia or dgn sesiapa jer, please n please tegur daku andai aku salah..^_^ .give me ur intelligent  advise ok...Aziera hnya manusia biasa yg bisa tewas bila2 masa utk buat dosa dan kesalahan...

pesanan Aziera hari ni satu jer :

1) bila nk buat baik please ingat ayat yg kat bawah ni ea^_^....bila nk buat kebaikan jgn tangguh2 ...bila rasa nk buat tu, terus move on ..kalau asyik tangguh jer takut kalau penyakit was-was tu dtg bersama-sama geng syaitan  yg asik nk kacau kita and  stop kita dari buat kebaikan...... insyaallah moga kita semua akan lebih bermotivasi untuk sentiasa melakukan kebaikan..

 " Surely for those  who believe and do good deeds, their place of entertainment shall be the garden of paradise"


 ok!!da ade feel x nk buat kebaikan after baca surah ni??? rasa lebih bermotivasi kan??
kebaikan yg kita lakukan ni buat untuk org lain.. tapi untuk diri kita sendiri...

jom..kita sama2 perbaiki diri kita (termasuk diri yg hina dina ini)...

Monday, 14 July 2014

~AYUH JADIKAN QURAN BFF~

assalamualaikum...
cuti ke hari ni semua??
ke sekarang dah tengah shopping baju raya...??
hopefully hari ni semua orang akan mem"busy" kan diri dgn membaca dan memahami al quran...
insyaallah...


kita ni hamba yg cukop lalai kan???(especially me)..
kadang2 nk kena selalu diperingatkan...
iman kita ni kadang2 naik kadang2 turun mcm naik roller coster ..yee idak??
bila ade somthing trigger, roller coster akn lagi pressure utk tambah kelajuan kan??
mcm jugak kita sbg hamba Allah yg sentiasa lalai ni..
kena ade trigger utk kena lipat gandakan effort kita utk baca quran...
time nk exam baca la lebih cikit....
time sedih quran is the best choice...
~ tapi xpe.....bergembira dan bersyukur la di saat anda masih boleh membaca quran sbb itu menandakan hati anda dekat dgn Allah..rahmat Allah ade bersama anda....sbb xsemua dari kita yg boleh baca quran....x semua dari kita diberi hidayah untuk berdamping dgn quran kalamullah..if u read the al quran, remember, u r the selected servant Allah Taala yg Allah Taala sayang.....yg Allah Taala pilih untuk baca surat cintaNya kepada hamba2Nya yg soleh....^^~


Al quran ni bukan macam novel2 biasa tau..
alquran ni adalah ayat2 Allah Taala yg hidup...
bila kita baca, ketenangan yg kita dapat...
terlalu banyak peringatan2 yg Allah jelaskan dlm al quran( seperti dalm surah Al baqarah)
x rugi kalau kita spend sedikit masa kita untk alquran sbb alquran ni adalah saham akhirat kita...
 yg kan menerangi kubur kita ketika kita di alam barzakh nanti...
yg juga menghalang kita dari masuk api neraka......
subhanallah..
betapa hebat nyer kitab kalamullah ini...
rugi kan kalau kita x baca al quran selalu dan faham isi kandungn Nya..??
sangt rugi kawan2...


saya harap , dgn perkongsian yg sedikit ni akan trigger semangt kita semua untuk baca al quran...
sama2 laaaaa kita berusaha untuk jadi sahabat baik al quran...
insyaallah...
(peringatan untuk diri sendiri)





MAKE THE QURAN YOUR BESTFREIND,
THE MORE U SIT WITH IT ,
THE MORE IT HONORS YOU...GIVES YOU ITS SECRET...
AND ELEVATES YOUR STATUS....





Friday, 11 July 2014

~picit jerawat membahayakan~

selamat malam u olssss...
mlm ni nk share cikit kesan picit jerawat..
aku niiii kan kalau nk tahu hobi sejak zaman mula2 baligh lagi suka picit jerawat...

hermmmm...
rasa best sangat dgn hobi picit memicit jerawat ni...
bila dapat keluarkan "ibu" jerawat tu rasa macam heaven sangt laaaa...
rasa mcm dapat "duit seratus ringgit" tau...
hi9..
honestly la kan, muka aku mmg x flawless..
jerawat berketul-ketul..
parut jerawat bertempek-tempek...


hari tuuuu, kat muka aku ni penuh dgn parut jerawat yg in the process of healing sbb aku picit..
and bila picit tu pulak terkena saluran darah kecik dan jugak surface epithelium..sakit!!!
bila jadi parut, kesan picitan jerawat tu jdi tompok2 hitam gituuu..
low kompidemmmmmmmmmmm beb....
berapa hari aku aser x nak keluar bilik..
aser macam nk bertapa jer dlm bilik...

 and dlm banyak2 jerawat tu, ade satu yg paling degil...
jerawat batu kot tp xsakit,
this jerawat yg degil  xde punctum tau..
so kalau picit mmg x keluar dia punya "isi" tuuu...
aku jadi makin insecure la kan sbb aku perasan jerawat degil tu makin hari makin besar..
kalau "selfie" mmg obvious la nampak jerawat tu, xleh nk cover dgn camera 360..
so aku bertindak mcm dr yg bertauliah dgn make  a hole on that jerawat dgn objek tajam...
cucuk punya cucuk x keluar...
mmg degil tahap petala ape jer..
haaa...mmg bleeding habiss haaaaa...
air mata terkeluar (nasib baik x banjir jer) sbb terharu sangt dapat cucuk jerawat tp x berjaya-jaya...(sakittt oiiii)..
ni nama nyer kerja giler!!!
saya ulang sekali lagi "kerja giler!!!"
kesan dari kerja yg x berapa nk cerdik ni, i get a fever for about 1 week kottttt.........
sekarang pom still x berapa nak elok agy demam nyer...

ni la padah nk cantik punya pasal (padahal lagi menghodoh kan ade laaaa)...

so kawan2 and adek2 sekalian, kalau boleh jgn la buat kerja yg" kureng cerdik"  mcm saya buat ni...
buat sakit badan jer.....
lets ur pimple resolve by itself okey!!!
~ok selamat malam everybody.....peace!!!~



Wednesday, 9 July 2014

~geriatric~

alhamdulillah...
this week is the end posting of geriatric....
for me 3 weeks like 3 days ...
time flies really fast.
i really love this posting bcoz i like to talk with elderly...
somepeople in the age of 86 years old, they still healthy and can share alot of experince with us..
and some of them have hearing problem(thats normal right?? maybe tampanic membrane dah x berapa kuat,easy to perforated)... but their memory are still intact..such a wonderful right???

some of them ade yg umur around 100 years old ....no other medical illness except for having cataract in his eyes....i have an opportunity to talk with this noble and alim atuk...."atuk, bagi la petua sikit ...saya pom nk sihat macam atuk jugak"....atuk senyum jer..
.." atuk xde laaaa petua bnyk sangat pom....tapi yg atuk boleh bgytau dlm hidup ni kita kena jaga hubungan dgn Allah...setiap saat..setiap waktu, setiap tapak kita berjalan hati kena sentiasa egt Allah...Al quran kena sentiasa baca...and ade surah2 yg tertentu yg boleh kita beramal (atuk xsempat sharesurah ape yg dia selalu baca....and lagi satu jgn malas nk berjalan ak.a berexercise..atuk dulu active..^^...."
atuk tu sangt comel.....
bila dapat cakap dgn atuk ni, hati ni tersentuh...subhannalllah....kuat nye hubungan atuk dgn Allah Talla...sbb tu Allah Taala jaga atuk....dlm hati nyer x pernAH lupa Allah Taala....Allahuakhbar...

and other story , around 65 years old Indian male , come to the clinic geriatric in (nama hospital dirahsiakan).. last 2 week i think...
the patient presented with dementia more specific Alzeimers disease...he actually previously  worked as ex -head of department in certain hospital...kira orang bukan sebarangan ni tau!! orang bijak ni..all his family members are doctors except her wife is teacher. sedih tengok pakcik ni........bila buat test Mini Mental State, pakcik ni mmg x bnyk score.....tahun xegt....tarihk xegt...kalau lukis box yg triangle pom xdapat.....his brain is function is reduced....
.mesej yg ingin disampaikan sebenarnyer ialah walaupom kita ni bijak.....kebijakan itu hanya la pinjaman..Allah boleh tarik bila2 masa kan??nampak x???how great u are in ur career, u still servant of Allah Taala....Allah Taala berhak tarik ape sahaja nikmat2 yg diberi pinjam itu....bersyukur laaa dgn ape yg kita ade skrg yer kawan2 sbb kadang ape yg kita ade sekrang lagi better pd org lain....

~for me i believe one thing, kalau kita jaga Allah, Allah akan jaga kita..Allah Taala itu Maha Penyayang akan hambanya2 yg beriman dan bertaqwa...kat dunia lagi pom Allah dah tunjuk kemuliaan (macam atuk umur 100 tahun tu) orang yg sentiasa hati nyer dekat dengan Allah kan??
.
setiap dari kita kan diberi kesempatan untuk merasai setiap stage(dari baby kecik,kepada kanak2, remaja, dewasa, dan warga emas) tu kalau kita di panjangkan umor...
dah plan ke 6ti kita tua nk jdi elderly yg mcm mane??
kalau saya , saya nk jdi mcm atuk tu..^^..insyaallah...

bila posting elderly ni, banyak la jugak bgi aziera pelajaran baru..
rasaaaa lagi homesick jugak sbb both of my parent dah masuk kategori "warga emas" sbb kalau beli tiket bas, dapat discount warga emas(x sedar pulop mereka da tua, aser mcm muda jer..^^)
alhamdullillah both of my parent still healthy...syukur sangat2....


~ageing is not a disease but it is a physiological changes ..... treat them like what u want people to treat u when u are elderly.....~
so, lets us treat the elderly with full of love like we love our parents...spread the happiness to them...sometimes , they are so lonely....they need us to lend our ears to them....

~for me elderly is so cute......right???their cuteness can make our heart melting ......^_^



Wednesday, 4 June 2014

~pelajar asrama~

other new entry ...
juz a very quick and short entry(maybe)
i juz get a request from some1 to share my opinion and experience as "pelajar asrama"..
if u ask me, honestly la kan, "pelajar harian" is better than "pelajar asrama"..
sapa setuju sila angkt kaki...^^
~geng sekolah harian....miss them so much~
~ukhwah kami still erat even da lama tinggal sekolah..~



sbb aku da pernah rasa sbg pelajar harian dan jugak sbg pelajar asrama..
3 tahun pelajar harian and 2 tahun sbb pelajar asrama..
belajar kat rumah mmg heaven..
belajar kat asrama (prep) mmg masa untuk mengumpat dan bergosip jer..
selama 3 tahun aku jdi pelajar harian, aku xpernah tidow dlm kelas..
disiplin aku mmg tiptop...
xpernah dtg lewat..
my academic performance not so bad that time...
walaupom x berapa nk bijak, once in my life i pernah dapat no2 (1st class ni uolsss). and PMR straight A's (rezeki Allah)..tu kira mmg pencapaian yg cukop tiptop la time tu..hi9...
paling penting aku xpernah tidow dlm kelasss ok time form1-3...
padahl bgun awal kot (6 pagi da bertolak dari sekolah sbb sek jauh..kena rempit dulu pagi2)
 and masa aku dok asrama  , form 4-5 dekat MRSM KOTA PUTRA,


~class mate masa dekat MRSM dulu~

mmg aku sangt dasyat..
my life berubah mmg 360 degree...
and bila aku start dok asrama la aku jadi kaki "tidow"...
dlm kelas tidow....dlm bilik tidow..prep petang tidow,,prep mlm bergosipppp...
kalau tengok kpd perangai time tu mmg hancorrrrrr la result academic...
and mmg hancurrrrrr lebur pom....
dah laaa budak2 mrsm semua pandai2, tinggl aku jer yg xpandai..
dah la xpandai pastuuu kena culture shock with overdose tidow pulak tuuuu...
mmg kalau mak ayah aku tengok keadaan n perangai anak perempuan dia mmg nangisss aku aser...
seriusliii mmg terukkkk giler......
aku kalau nk flash back balikkk, rasa sangt malu dgn diri sendiri...
semua benda malas nk buat....basuh baju (dobiiii ade), study malas...kokurikulum pergi sekadar ambik kedatangn jer....astaghfirullahalazim...
result setiap exam...mmg hancur la kan...
fail mmg xyah nk kataaaa la...
dapt 38 /100 macam x rasa bersalah pom...
( nasib baik laaaa dapat jugak merasa naik pentassss sbb 2 kali dapat anugerah dekan time tu)...
tu nasib baik sempat bertaubat before exam...
and yg paling aku sedih percubaan SPM...
sbb main2, asyikkk tidow jer memanjang, mmg padan la muka bila dapat 2a jer..yg lain b, and c, d...
giler ko nyah..kononnyer nk la SPC kan...
ha9...
tapi alhamdulillah la sbb percubaan teruk, so motivasiiiii untuk buat lagi baik time SPM tu berjaya..
walaupom xstraight A's...tp atleast boleh buat mak ayah tersenyum panjang...
~ aku ni mmg jenisss yg lambat....i need something to stimulate me, so that i can struggle to achieve my target~

conclusionnyer,belajar kat mana2 pom sama jer..as long as kita rajin berusaha kita akn berjaya....sebagai pelajar harian, antara kelebihannyer...boleh sentiasa bersama mak n ayah..so, xde la rasa kekurangn kasih syg sangt....study pom akan lebih bersemangt sbb xde kawan nk ajak kita bergosip...tidow pom cukop jer...
klau dok asrama, jadual mmg pack...kalau anda rasa boleh ikot jadual, suka kepada peraturan ketat2, anda boleh pilih dok asrama...dok asrama pom ade kelebihan dia..kawan ramai....boleh study sama2 (tp make sure jgn start bergosipppp)....and pleaseee jgn start hobi baru anda iaitu "tidow"..
apepom setiap org ade pendapat masing2..
some people suka duduk asrama..
some people suka belajar kat rumah..
so tepuk dada, tanya minda anda...
.....

~ lembut tapi gentleman,,,awww~

..asslamualaikum..p
juz a very short entry bcoz i dont really have a time (cehwahhhh...bajet bz la pulak)...
for ur info,i juz come back from short holidays with my family..
hi9....
x puasss agy ni cutiii kat kampung..
nk dijadikan cerita,harituuuuu masa aku dekat KTM Serdang (kali ni aku bawak beg besar) otw nk balik Kelate, aku jumpa som 1 that very gentleman....
hermmmmm, bila bawak beg besar haruslaaa kiranyer aku naik lif kan untuk menyeberang kesebelah sana...
dlm lift t u,aku hnya berdua dgn seorang yg aku kira ade kekeliruan jantina..
pipinyer pink kemerahan (pakai blusher )
pakaian alaaaaaa2 anak gadis sekarang...
aku senyum kat dia (tanda hormat sbb dia tolong buka pintu lift kat aku )
then, dia pom senyum jugak..(ololo....tomeyyyyy pulak mamat neyh)...
tiba2, buka jer pintuuu lift, komuter ke Sungai Gadut dah sampai..
aku cakap " awak!!ktm da sampai...cepat!!"..
then, dia muka dah kalut semacam...
n yg buat i terharu nyer dia offer untuk bawak beg i yg besar gedabak tuuuu...
"maihhh sini saya bawakkan..berat tu..."...
aku cakap xpe...
"pi duluuuu"
sbb aku aser aku lagi brutal dari dia, hi...
tp dia tetap berkeras nk bawak beg aku...
fuhhhh!!!
terserlahh anak lelaki di situuu yaaaa...
yg lawak nyer dia berlariiiiiii mcm lipas kudung hilang semua ke ayuan sbg gadis...
yg terserlah hanya kejantanan..^^

tu jer story nyer..
moral of the story : walupom that guy secara luaran nyer tidak begitu sempurna sebagai lelaki, tp his action more than "lelaki sejati" out there.....right???muka mcm mne buruk pom, pelik mcm mane pom seseorang tu kalau perangai dia "tiptop", hormat orang, suka tolong menolong, insyaallah dimata orang lain dia adalah hero....."unsung hero"...
hopefully lelaki sejati kat luar sana , contohi laaaa lelaki lembut seperti dia....
jgn hanya jadi lelaki sejati tp xde nilai "gentleman".....peace no war!!!